THE LOVE I LOST
When the earth was so quited, no
more much word to throw. I smelt many kind thing that made you were changed
more, you and I were very far start along child, but no bodies knew about me,
my name’s zahrona. I was born from a holy place that saved inside of my mother.
God Created me to this world with my weakness and my abilities I lived in
simple family without throw much luxurious, and this time I include my life
with the ink artaaa that would not be ever forgot.
Abacked to my children, at the time
I was 6th where I did all doing, I went to school everyday by cycle
with my friend, no one that I word I could not ever forget, ”be a good self”
it’s derrived from my mother message, she always protected me from free action,
in every time I can not be far from her because she was my soul and my heart
and also my father in time, he throw much sweaty for an ruphias of life. Many things
that I had to do, it was an exited thing.
time ran very fast,I felt my growing was so quikly. But
the heart hadn’t changed to move. Time changed my body into a young lady,in 7th years old, I sat in third class of
elementary school, learnings are my job in every school.oh,god please strength
me with your blesses !told of my heart.always spent my spare time with friends
to be joker,and sharing each other,suddently at the time I had been sad for two
hours because I hadn’t had money anymore to buy something as my friends I was crying beside the light of the sun
alone,hm………hm……..hm……..what I have to do???mom,I’m shy to my friends,I can not
endure my shamed,hm……..hm……!!!three minute past but no body bothered me,step a
little time a boy a came to me and greated me with happy voice.”hello……..how’s
going on you?,why are you crying lady?,no using time to sad,ok!,”he taked again
and again.and then,I a backed my face with mirror face of water cried, but he
was very surprised when she look my face and my eyes,”subhanallah!!!,you’re the
most beautiful girl that I have ever known!,’’he said, along minutes past,he
wacted me, and I could be silent only but I was shy to him because he watched
with full seriousing, “mmmm why are you seriously to wacth and look me?is there
something wrong with me?told of me.althought I asked him but my word was as a
winds that past and ran. No more beautifull things he looked except me, the
world of him was stolen by my self and I didn’t think what thing made him like
this both aremy speak or my bodies I didin’t know.
One hour past she watched me and the I thought to make
run my self from him directly, woyyy,,, guys? What is going on! Bye, bye! We
can meet another time, see you,,! I ran and ran toward to my house, left all memory that I
did but inside my walking I remered him, his wacth eyes reminded me about him,
in this time I had to leave all my school activities, I should help my mother
to work in house also my father in garden, a lot of thing my tools changed into
heavy tools, pen was changed changed into knife, writing change into cooking
and cleaning, “ actually I feel very tired, but however, this my ablucassion to
help my parent, huh……! “, said of me in my sweaty. After arrived in home, I
started to work, first I changed my uniform to shirt in order to it was not
dirty, then I stood in biside the stove to fry some fishes, and cook some
vegetables here. “ zah……!!!!, zah……!!!!, zah……!!!!, you have to do your
cooking, and please clean the dirty plates, right? “, my mother ordered me. All
of kitchens job I have been able of them, as like cooking, cleaning etc. why it
be…?, because indirectly my mother had taught me in every her activities of as
a mother.
Little
by little I cooked all things, while I was cooking, I sang a song of shalawat,
“ shala tullah sala mullah, alathaha rasulilla shala tullah sala mulla alayasin
habibillah……….. “, one by one cooking would be done, last I fried a fish in
pan, so many kind of fish, that I cooked. After I cooked, all cookings, dirty
plates was waiting me for cleaning. Variasion of voice in kitchen was very
differences. It avoiced pan, avoiced plate. “ naaaa……..naaa………..naaaa………..,
ho………ho……ho……, ” it was my voice, my energies would be finished, it could not
stop to call me. They waited me for clean and clean. Sweaty rained my skin but
I could just silent and passion inside of my sweaty. Surely with this someone
would be success, something was not important for me axcept all things that I
did in every time. “ mom…….., dad………!!, I wish you’re in heaven I can not thing
if ilive without you, “ my heart told, none again created in this time , an
amazing light is not anything in my life, just be a simple young lady. “
zah…!!, if you have done your work, please massage me because I’m very tired,
I’m loosing my energies addduhhh!!”, my mother called me, then I had done and I
came to my mother for massage me, actually I was tired too, and I started open
the GPU oil, at the time my mother was sleeping nicely, I poured GPU oil to her
kness. “ after this I want to run from my mother, huhhh kah…., I’m tired
very..very………… so….so…… tired too!”, saide told in heart.
Got three minutes past, I was massaging her bodies,
and directly ran slowly, stepped alittle aways from her but, “ zah…!!!!!!,
where are you going hahh???, although I’m sleeping, sit!!, sit… down, don’t
run!!!”, hmmmm…., I could not run of her. She knew me that I wanted to run.
While I was massaging my mother, I remembered my father inside my thinking
suddently, my brain was so busy to think amny things, and after that, exactly I
fell my thinking brains, my father looked me weak, and fell from bed and from
massaging of my mother. I was fainted.
CONTONUOS………
By: Zainur Rohman, {MT. Class}
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